June 2009
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Haha. I tend to laugh and joke around when I’m with everyone, but I feel lonely and empty when all alone. sometimes… tears would drop when you have serious stress and problems. I often have many problems that are bugging me, but I never show them out on your face. I am not as cheerful as they thought, but I just don’t wish to spoil the mood of everyone, hence I hide my emotions...
Heh. i guess thats it.
You don’t like it when people tell you what they think of you, either it is good or bad. You enjoy life more when people keep their comments to themselves (which is not easy for any of your friends). You need to just calm down and take their advice. Even if it goes against everything you believe in. Trust me, you need help. I don’t want advice. but i dont want to take on their advice...
