god I’m so tired. For the last couple school days I’ve been sleeping around 1’ish for reasons unknown. I’d find myself on the internet far longer than I’d plan and by the time I’m off it’s already into the early hours of the morning. I remember once during secondary school I attempted two all nighters on school days in a row and I ended up sleeping in all my lessons, that was kinda fun I guess. This isn’t though, I’m so tired that it’s 20:49 right now and I’ll be in bed right after I finish this.
I even slept in my History lesson today but to be fair the lights were off and we were watching a dull movie. It’s the start of the course so I guess they’re not demanding too much of us yet and so we began watching The Lives of Others, a film depicting the life of an agent of the secret police in East Berlin in 1984… We’ll be studying Germany for this year’s course, it’ll be pretty interesting.
But whatever really, the rest of the day bored me like hell but I guess there’s a bit of progress in these lessons now, a bit more momentum’s begun and I’ll really try to give it some more effort from the get go. I think I’ll begin going library too once a week or so to revise a bit at the least. Either way I need to prepare myself now for the weeks and months ahead.
But god I’m so tired. The weather has been amazing though I admit. I woke up this morning around 6:30 boiling to death even with the au naturel way I sleep. Not the most pleasant waking up with sweat all over though, not pleasant at all.
But oh well. I like how the last three paragraphs all start with ‘but’, aha damn Christian, you’re losing creativity here. Feels like it too, seems like my daily routine lacks the ability to be done differently. Maybe I could try find somewhere to go before heading home? I dunno…